The widow of the late Playboy magazine founder is telling all of it in her upcoming tell-all book. 

In her upcoming memoir, Only Say Good Things, the former Playboy model and widow of Hugh Hefner, Crystal, alleges that the late publishing mogul used Viagra so frequently that he finally lost his hearing in one ear.

“Hef always said he’d rather be deaf and still able to have sex,” she noted in the book, according to Daily Mail. “Weird.”

According to research done by the National Library of Medicine, one of the negative side effects of using Viagra excessively is hearing loss in one or both ears. Hugh and Crystal met when she was 21, and he was 81. She admits that even though she thought her dreams had come true when she moved into the Playboy Mansion, the truth was much darker.

“Whatever you would like, whatever you would think, or however you would want a night to go, well, it wasn’t that,” she revealed in her memoir.

The widow also discusses her orgies at the Playboy mansion throughout the book, according to Page Six. They were embarrassing, as she describes them. 

“It was embarrassing. I don’t know the most people there’d been in our bedroom at one time, but a lot. Pretty bad,” she revealed.

Not only did the 37-year-old share that her time at the infamous Playboy mansion wasn’t what she imagined she revealed that her late husband was controlling. However, despite Hugh being controlling, Crystal paid homage to him.

“I will feel eternally grateful to have been by his side, holding his hand, and telling him how much I love him,” she shared. The 91-year-old in 2017 following a cardiac arrest while battling E.coli. 

The release of Only Say Good Things is scheduled for January 2024.